January 2013
1 post
Im alone in this house and my bones can’t help but rattle. I bet you never knew that being alone is a chilling presence you can feel. The struggle to keep warm is an on going battle. They say the cure is one of pride. You have to let someone in to join. Let someone in to enjoy the ride.
October 2012
6 posts
Magnum PI couldn’t solve the shit going on in her head
– Friends with benefits
“White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clenched shut jaw, I’ve got another headache again tonight
Eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears
I’ve been crying,I’ve been dying over you
I think I’ve finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I’m just too...
September 2012
27 posts
Actions vs. words
We’ve all heard the expression “actions speak louder than words”
But I beg to differ. In some instances words can be more painful than any action. Words you can only forgive but they will always be ingrained in your memory. An action… In time you will feel it fade. If you throw an insult during someone, you can guarantee that next time they’re angry with you that...
If only you had said from the beginning…”baby, when I’m yelling at you, it’s not your fault. it’s not your fault.”
You know, it’s ironic… The one person who said they would always have my back, and at my first big fuck up, he takes off. Which makes me think, gee, I sure am glad that I didn’t actually expect you to stick around, that would...
I want the truth. I want the truth from you.
Hello again, insomnia, my old friend.
The one that's getting away... And you wonder why
You tell me you love me and ask me if I want to move on…
I tell you I want you to be happy without me. Even if you move forward alone.
You tell me you can’t imagine a life without me…
Play your cards with the hand you’re playing and you just may have to.
You tell me I could do better because I’m gorgeous…
Point me to a man who thinks so and is worthy of...
If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind I would say once because...
A soul mate is someone who understands you like no...
I'm too scared of loosing you, to even try to make...
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Every girl grows up being fed these expectations about love, from movies and books and music. We expect Taylor swift’s “Love story” when in reality its more like hollywood undead’s “everywhere I go”. We watch the best friends in movies fall for one another, realize that their soul mate has been there the whole time. When in reality you have to search for years...
August 2012
22 posts
Who do you think you are?
You can’t tell me what to say, Because I’ve got one religion, And I’ve got one decision, It’s a big fuck you! I keep spitting in your face, Every month and every day, Every time you hear my name, My middle fingers up too. You’re getting older, Full of liquor you’re blowing, And you wanna be noticed, But you’re dying so slowly. So when they...
“It used to be the reason I breathed but now it’s choking me up.”
Some days I hate everything… I don’t want to hear you tell me...
– Everclear-“wonderful”
‘Why are you afraid?’ I asked myself, because fear is at the bottom of...
– Lighthousekeeping, Jeanette Winterson (via loveisaquotation)
I don’t wanna be your downtime I don’t wanna be your stupid I do believe I’ll find myself a new place I don’t wanna be the bad guy I don’t wanna do your sleepwalk dance I will try and shake away this disease Leave the fire behind Watch the world die Leave the fire behind Watch the world die I am still dreamin’ of your face Hungry and hollow for all...
I can’t spell it out for you. No, it’s never gonna be that simple..
I’m just a stranger even to myself.
I never thought I could love anyone but myself….turns out I was right.
It’s crazy how you’re totally over someone and then you see them and you’re thinking “Oh I’ll be fine” and then they look at you in just the right way and its back. and you find yourself wanting to say all the things you haven’t gotten to say but you hold back. Because what if they don’t want to hear it? But all you’re thinking is please...